I totally bombed my first Physics session test. Wonderful! Just joyous! So much for getting the Mercury Drug Award at graduation. Not that I really had my eyes on it, I know my limitations, but I know that my mistakes were because I didn't study! Grrr... regret really does come in the end. Tonight, I promise I will study for Trigonometry. I'm not really fond of logarithms even if it's just a review. I'm not exactly the biggest math fan on earth.
I should be a nerd now. I should be in love with studying. The problem is, Sir Joey was telling us about the UPCAT this morning and now I'm getting really paranoid. I really want to get into UP. It's the University of the Philippines or nothing. Yes, I am pressuring myself, but it's a scholar of the country, or I don't know what I'm going to do with myself at all.
The thing is, I haven't been reviewing as much as I'd want to for the stupid entrance exams. The UPCAT is less than a month away and I can already feel the butterflies in my stomach. In fact, I feel really nauseous already. I feel really guilty for wasting so much time not studying. This is my future after all we're talking about. It's where I go to college. The college I've been dreaming of for like forever.
So now, I vow to dig up my old reviewers which have already gathered dust since the last time I touched them. I am going to review for the UPCAT and all those entrance tests and I'm also going to get my act together in school. Yes, from this moment, I'm going to be a reformed girl. Let's see how long I can pull it off.