May 6th, 2014

veronica mars; snap shot

Burrrrrrn Out

Days can be quite long and I can't believe it's only been a couple of weeks since my boss went on vacation or health scares coming and going. It's pretty crazy how time can slow down to an excruciating pace when you're worried about things and can speed up really quickly, almost to a blink when you want to savour things.

I really want to be on a prolonged vacation -- where I don't have to worry about anything. But for now, I'll take what I can get. Weekends and sick days and just days away from the office. I just want to veg and not think about anything and just chill. Which you'll probably say, you can do. But no, I can't.

Not right now at least. I'm literally counting down the days till I can and I'm excited to do so for even just a bit. I'd take a short weekend, but a long long one would be fantastic. is this what they call burnout? I'd hate to self-diagnose but it sure feels like it.

The sweltering heat isn't helping matters but at least there are cold showers to look forward to and nights at home watching TV to countdown to. Little victories, I tell you. I look forward to them most. Someone take my picture before I wither away.