July 22nd, 2004

emma; only girl in the world

Get me out of here

I just want to go home. I'm not even supposed to be online. In fact, the computer isn't supposed to be opened. But I guess, right now I really don't care. Sir just gave out the grades of our Text tool Flash quiz and it really sucks.

Not that I'm complaining, he gave me an okay grade, but I guess I just thought he was a bit unfair to others. How creative can you get with Disney World anyway? Not very I guess. Apparently, grade schoolers are more creative than us.

Well, they really should be. They're less jaded. They don't have to worry about the IW cards they have to cram for the next day, or the horrible Lab experiments they still have to do, or the ADMU essay they have to make, or the fact that the UPCAT's are so freaking near. No, they don't have to worry.

So, yes they should be more creative. In fact, they should be little Picassos already.

Maybe I'm just bitter. Maybe, I'm just tired. But I don't think my grade in computer should weigh down all my other grades. In fact, I don't think we should be graded for computer. It's an application. Some people just don't have a knack for it. It's not something some people really want to learn. Then again, I'm not really into Trig either.

Speaking of Trig, Ms. Salazar was funny today. She was telling us how we weren't bratty like her old students. I don't want to name names, because I don't want anyone hurt, but I found it amusing, how she said that. What would she say about us when and if she did transfer schools? Would she say the same thing?

I feel really dumb though, I couldn't answer a single one of her log or natural log questions. I really have to review. But I also have to work on my essay, and I also have to work on my UPCAT reviewing. But guess what? I also have two more IWs to go and a homework in Trig. Oh wait, there's more. I have other freaking obligations and I don't think I can handle it anymore.

Monang's dad won't allow her to a spa because he says he doesn't think she's gone through enough stress to deserve it. I respect his decision, but I think otherwise. I'm tired.

I'm tired.

I'm really tired and I don't think I need to prove that to anyone.
emma; only girl in the world

Hold up, stop, now wait a minute

I just remembered that Kirsten and Jake were already broken up and for a strange reason, there's a smile on my face.

I'm a tad happier now.

Thank you Kirsten. Somehow, I'm grateful you broke his . That way, I have a chance to heal his wounds, and of course, he's a lot more available now.

This is what weariness can do to you. It makes you delusional. I need sleep.

Oh wait, I have work... a lot of work. Still, there's a semi-smile now. Jake and Kirsten have broken up.

So mean.