Patty (woodycakes) wrote,

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Just a Little More

With PB gone, and Lee-Ann's birthday finished, there's just no more excuse to put off work in school.

It's funny cause I've been so excited for college, and though it's been great, I'm just really afraid of doing school work. Sure, I can blame it on laziness, but I guess I just don't know what teachers expect. Yeah, they expect excellence, but I'm not quite sure what that is anymore. I don't know how much I'm supposed to give. I guess I have to push myself now, because I don't want to start slacking off and the school year's just begun.

So far, I think I've pretty much broken in the new system though. I've already lost my wallet, bumped into a crush of mine, went to school on a Saturday for a 4 and a half hour power point presentation, and I've also cut class (30 minutes after the professor refused to show up). Fun, sure. But I also feel like kind of a loner at times. I'm okay with being alone, I just have to get myself used to it.

Now, I'm swamped with work -- due to putting it off, and I hope I finish it all before tomorrow. Beautiful.
Tags: college freshman, siblings
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