Loving: My work laptop. it's pathetic but true. After 3.5 years at work, I've upgraded from my years old desktop that's been passed on to a brand new laptop. I'm not used to everything moving so fast. But it was a nice exercise to move my files and re-arranged an organise again. It feels good.
Reading: It's taking me longer than expected but I'm starting Gone Girl and the movie trailer got me really excited. I wish I had more time to just not watch TV and just read this book but you know me and all the shows I need to catch up on. Obviously, my priorities are not in check.
Watching: Because, I'm watching Teen Wolf and lots of it. I swear seeing it on my Tumblr dashboard was something that really got me wondering what the show was about and it's not too bad. Then there's Silicon Valley which is everything I love. awkward boys and technology and lots of humour. I want a Jared really.
Anticipating: I can't wait for summer TV shows to come back most especially Graceland and Teen Wolf. With most of the fall shows wrapping up (and I'm not as excited for the new fall shows) so instead, there's summer TV. I hope to finish my catch-up on Arrow and finish my Teen Wolf catch up before the next season starts.
Listening to: So one day while listening to things on shuffle, I heard I Choose You by Sara Bareilles and though I've listened to her album before, somehow this time around, it felt so much more real to me? I don't know. perhaps I'm lacking romance in my life. But i've re-listened to all her albums and realised, wow, I really do love this woman.
Planning: Gathering up my courage. There's so much I want to do and so little faith and so much fear. I just need to get my guts together and just dive in. Considering I'm the reckless and fearless one, I'm pretty chicken about so many things. I really do just want to get things off my chest and I need to do it soon.
Working on: So I've been trying my best to complete an NT+C program but I somehow skip a day and it'll go to shit. So I'm going to try and try and try till I get it right. At least it means I'll be doing 30 minutes or 45 minutes of activity a day even if half-heartedly. I swear, I'm exhausted just thinking about it.
Wishing: for more positivity and less negativity. I've been trying to do things that make me happy and just try to brush off the bad things but it's hard. But I won't stop and I'll try to just keep at it one day at a time.