17 October 2007 @ 10:16 pm
You  
who I cannot google. who leaves me speechless. who makes me want to wake up early to blow dry my hair and think of what i have to wear. who helped me distinguished atras from abante. who made the weirdest fruit shake combinations. who made traffic jams bearable. who makes me want to hold on to clammy hands. who makes me think of cows. who defends old school emo. who gave me a neck sprain from my constantly turning around. who made refined sugars sweeter and pei pa koa cooler. who made me save the code of ethics. who made me look forward to trips to the summer capital. who made me keep text messages. who made me opt for unlimitxt80. who made me use smileys. who makes me over-analyze every little action. who depleted my tear ducts. who made me willing to make myself vulnerable. who made me want to matter. who made me like so much. who made me hopeful. who proved me wrong. who i have to let go...

who i don't want to let go.

 
 
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[info]selvercy on October 18th, 2007 01:45 pm (UTC)
* squeeze *
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 18th, 2007 01:50 pm (UTC)
thanks nikki.
(Anonymous) on October 18th, 2007 03:32 pm (UTC)
awww...
dreo/derek here.

dude, i dont usually comment but the post is so sad to miss.

u are so peyty. people-always-leave-so-i-have-to-let-go mode.

derek says: sometimes they return. but if they don't, psycho derek's just waiting. haha. kidding. :)


patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 18th, 2007 03:35 pm (UTC)
Re: awww...
hi dreo. i'm so touched. i know you don't comment.
thanks. it's way too emo. i know. even by my making mukmok standards.
technically though, he didn't leave, as he never came to stay. so not quite peyty.
dude, wag naman psycho derek. ikaw na lang. or if not, 'wag na lang bumalik. miss you!
armorhues[info]armorhues on October 18th, 2007 05:07 pm (UTC)
make up your mind patty. hehe. ^__^

waah, this has to be your emo-est un-googleable-man entry ever. is this what sembreak doing to you? (not that i don't welcome a bit of emo-fest in your blog, though.)
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 19th, 2007 06:22 pm (UTC)
i just want things to get better.
thanks though rach.
(Anonymous) on October 19th, 2007 08:28 am (UTC)
comfort hug
love you pat
-con
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 19th, 2007 06:24 pm (UTC)
*akap* back at ya.
love you con, and i miss you!!!
(Anonymous) on October 20th, 2007 02:05 am (UTC)
-_- (from Sandy-dandy ;p)
...haay patty... (super clues na itong blog na 'to...) malalaman kaya niya --- ever?
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 20th, 2007 02:07 am (UTC)
Re: -_- (from Sandy-dandy ;p)
i know i'm being obvious. but its not like he goes online, more pa to my blog (which i dont think he knows about) and if he does, e di bahala na. it's not like it's going to do anything positive. thanks for commenting, i'm so shocked you're even here :D miss you sandy dandy!
armorhues[info]armorhues on October 21st, 2007 12:07 pm (UTC)
Re: -_- (from Sandy-dandy ;p)
if he gets online and gets a hint, well, it's not like Gian Magdangal hasn't discovered you blogging about him. :)

*hugs Patty*
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 21st, 2007 12:56 pm (UTC)
Re: -_- (from Sandy-dandy ;p)
haha, gian googles himself. thats the thing.
besides, i havent mentioned any names yet, so he won't come up if he googles himself. haha.
Pamela: confidential[info]jamypye on October 20th, 2007 04:06 am (UTC)
who i have to let go...who i don't want to let go.

Welcome to the emo club. Pero junior member ka pa lang.

Your cross-post in Multiply reminds me of this very old rhyme:

You're there but not really, You're mine but not really
I never really had you, so I never really lost you
I guess I'll just forever be
Wishing I had you and you had me
But not really

--Anonymous(?)


patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 20th, 2007 07:04 am (UTC)
hello ms. NOTREALLY.
i should post this reply. beautiful.
but that would be me dwelling.
i'm a junior member of course.
as you and pb are the founding members. lovely.
the LEXperience: hmm[info]_lexizzle on October 20th, 2007 09:57 am (UTC)
welcome to the worst club to be in!

oh man, i don't really have any useful advice. sorry.

but when you're finally over it, oh how happy the feeling is. see you on the happy side :D
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 20th, 2007 04:21 pm (UTC)
haha, i'm a junior member. don't intend on staying long.
it's alright, i can't wait till you're home though. :D
SEE YA!! so you're on the happy side na? :D nice to know.
Pamela: headphones[info]jamypye on October 20th, 2007 05:16 pm (UTC)
Kung kelan ka pumasok, marami nang paalis.
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 20th, 2007 05:20 pm (UTC)
buti nga e. ang depressing naman kung sabay sabay diba?
Pamela: sondre[info]jamypye on October 20th, 2007 05:17 pm (UTC)
Yay, happy, happy...(Mugattu-style)
patty: [tv] OF {hopeful}[info]woodycakes on October 20th, 2007 05:21 pm (UTC)
happy is good :) wheee!